Friday, January 19, 2007

sometimes, i sufFeR

it' funny everytime a little kid runs to me with teary eyes and a dirty cheek, asking for comfort just because of an unfair play with friends. i watch the small being as i hug her, sobbing as if she mourns for a broken soul. realizing the irony, i sadly smiled..
sometimes i wish i could just be like this kid, just worrying about fights with playmates and keep crying the whole day just for a bruised knee. these are nothing compared to the sadness i can feel right now.
maybe life is just like this. perhaps loneliness is a part of living..
pain is a flavor and there are instances that i have to taste it in order to learn.
maybe i just have to cry when i feel like it, and take the sad hurts when its given to me. we only get to live once so take all the chances. forgive instantly. believe every promise like a kid. love till you hurt and till your pride consumes.
time is fast and it can't be repeated. though you might appear sometimes stupid, what's important is you took the risk that makes up loving.
in the end, you can be proud that you gave your best to make your life worth it.

-Miriam Ong-Ante

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